ETT PUNKT NOLL
Jag har alltid tyckt om att skriva små texter och ofta nynnat in små melodier på telefonen och hoppats komma vidare med dessa någon gång. Men utan den talang som krävs med instrument och sång så har det stoppat där. I och med att Suno lanserades så fick jag och många med mig helt plötsligt möjligheten att göra något med det man så länge drömt om. Jag hoppas du hittar något du tycker om och om du själv har idéer och texter, tveka inte att testa suno.com, det är ett fantastiskt verktyg.
Att gå sönder
ETT PUNKT NOLL
Att gå sönder
”Att gå sönder” är en text om att falla ner i något som är svårt att sätta ord på – men som känns i hela kroppen och förändrar det man tidigare trott. En inre krasch, där något går sönder. Om att tappa greppet, söka lindring, tvivla på allt – men också om hur hoppet långsamt kan återvända. ❤️
Har du någonsin känt, känslan av att gå sönder.
Då vet du hur den känns, känslan av att gå under.
Allt blir mörkt, tankarna snurrar och du börjar läsa om olika skrämmande diagnoser.
Självmedicinering blir en tillflykt du tar till ifrån alla tankar om katastrofer.
Alkohol och tabletter tycks hjälpa för stunden.
Men du börjar tvivla på din överlevnad när det skälver i grunden.
Du står framför spegeln och tittar, med tomma ögon.
Det känns inte som att det på något sätt kommer bli bättre imorgon.
Vardagen börjar halta och det känns allt svårare att förklara.
Varför du börjat missa samtal du som alltid varit snabb på att svara.
Du känner själv att du börjat dra dig undan.
Ser du någon du känner så tar du helt enkelt andra rundan.
Du har börjat prata med läkaren och psykologen om din situation.
Kan det vara någon sorts livskris eller kanske en knakande relation.
Kan det vara stressen som spökar eller kanske en pressad situation.
Vissa säger att det kallas livet – och snart är det över.
Men det är ju inte riktigt den sorts hjälp du just nu behöver.
Det finns många ord på att gå sönder.
Ja det finns många sätt för en människa, en människa, att gå under.
Tankarna börjar sakta ner och du återfår hoppet, det känns som att du tagit spårvagnen, och äntligen kommit till sista stoppet.
Utan en självklar anledning känns det som att nu pusslet har lagt sig och du börjar äntligen, äntligen känna igen dig.
The end song
ETT PUNKT NOLL
I am looking at all of us
What have we become
Once there was a future
And now there is none
We took all that we wanted
Without showing any respect
And now everything is against us
What did we expect
Soon it will become clear that we will forever live in fear
Soon we will have to see what we have done
We will have to face the end of our freedom
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
This is the end
The nature will bring sorrow and chaos
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
If we have to tell anyone
In the future what we have done
We took all that we wanted
Without showing any respect
And now everything is against us
What did we expect
Soon it will become clear that we will forever live in fear
Soon we will have to see what we have done
We will have to face the end of our freedom
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
This is the end
The nature will bring sorrow and chaos
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
We can´t hide or pray
We can´t escape or stay
We took all that we wanted
Without showing any respect
And now everything is against us
What did we expect
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
This is the end
The nature will bring sorrow and chaos
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
This is the end
The end is coming upon us
This is the end
The nature will bring sorrow and chaos
This is the end
To fall apart
ETT PUNKT NOLL
Have you ever felt the feeling of
Falling apart
If so then you know the feeling of
Falling in the dark
Everything goes dark
Your mind spins
And you find yourself reading
About frightening diagnoses
Turning to self-medication
Becomes an escape from
The overwhelming fear of
Catastrophes
Alcohol and pills seem to help
For the time being
But you begin to doubt your
Survival when the foundation is
Destroyed by irrational feelings
You stand in front of the mirror
Staring with empty eyes
It doesn’t feel like the day of
Tomorrow will bring any surprise
Everyday life begins to falter and
It becomes harder to explain
Why you have started missing
Calls which you were always so
Careful to sustain
You can feel yourself pulling
Away and if you see
Someone you know
You simply choose to take
Another way
You have started talking to the
Doctor and the psychologist
About your situation
Could it be some kind of life
Crisis or maybe a broken relation
Could it be the stress that haunts
Or maybe a pressured situation
Some say it’s called life and that it
Soon comes to an end
But those words wont help you
Not even if you try to pretend
There are many words for
Breaking apart
Yes there are many ways for a
Man a human to fall apart
Your thoughts begin to slow down
And you regain hope
It feels like you have taken the
Tram and finally reached
The last stop
For no apparent reason it feels
Like now the puzzle has been
Solved and you are finally
Finally starting to recognize
Yourself again
Have you ever felt the feeling
Of falling apart
If so then you know
The feeling of falling in the dark
That´s you
ETT PUNKT NOLL
As beautiful as a summer’s day
As still as lakes where mirrored waters lay
That’s you
As strong as you are fragile too
That’s you
So much better as the days go by
Like a flower in a meadow wide
Like the scent of summer rain outside
That’s you
Just as wonderful, it’s true
That’s you
So much better as the days go by
That’s you
Growing better with every day
That’s you
My love will never fade away
That’s you
Just as wonderful
That’s you
So much better as the days
That’s you
Just as wonderful, it’s true
That’s you
So much better as the days go by
Manifest for the second best
ETT PUNKT NOLL
This is a song or you might want to call it a manifest
For all of us who are tired of being the second best
I’ve been in the shadow, always standing behind
Been holding their dreams, never speaking my mind
Time to step forward, claim my own way
No more second place, I’m here to stay
For too long, I’ve watched others rise
While hiding myself, keeping dreams in disguise
Now it’s my turn, I’m breaking free
This life is mine, it’s time to be me
For too long, I’ve watched others rise
While hiding myself, keeping dreams in disguise
Now it’s my turn, I’m breaking free
This life is mine, it’s time to be me
I’ll build respect and stand up tall
Find my balance, I’ll not be afraid to fall
With courage and care, I’ll guard my space
Setting boundaries, I’m winning the race
Setting my sights on the dreams I’ve drawn
I’ll say”no” when needed, keep pushing on
Invest in my heart, in my soul and time
To climb my mountain, to make it mine
I’m done being second, I’m stepping up strong
This is my life, where I belong
Time to step forward, claim my own way
No more second place, I’m here to stay
For too long, I’ve watched others rise
While hiding myself, keeping dreams in disguise
Now it’s my turn, I’m breaking free
This life is mine, it’s time to be me
Picture the day when I finally rise
Living my truth with no disguise
Main character now, I’m leading my way
Fulfilling the promise I made today
I’m done being second, I’m stepping up strong
This is my life, where I belong
Time to step forward, claim my own way
No more second place, I’m here to stay
For too long, I’ve watched others rise
While hiding myself, keeping dreams in disguise
Now it’s my turn, I’m breaking free
This life is mine, it’s time to be me
I’m done being second, I’m stepping up strong
This is my life, where I belong
Time to step forward, claim my own way
No more second place, I’m here to stay
I’m done being second
